Neither
the saying what does up must come down, nor it´s opposite, what goes
down must come up is entirely true. And I´d like you guys to send me
examples of both of them. This week I give an example...
Q: What are some blessings you've experienced this week? (question that a friend sent me this week)
A:
I was able to achieve the childhood dream of swinging on a vine, I was
also able to help direct a choir for district conference (like stake
conference, but in a smaller district) and I think the biggest blessing I
received this week was one of comfort. I got super stressed out on
Friday night from lots of things that were happening, one of them
ironically being the choir practice, and just lots of things piling up
that stressed me out. There were also interviews going on with our
mission president, President Herrera, that helped me a little when I
talked to him, but I think as being co-responsable for making sure that
went right it was another stress factor.
So,
all these stresses piled up and I got to a moment where I just walked
into the nursery room while no one was looking and sat down to gather
myself again, one of my companions who was playing the piano thought I
was with our other companion who I was going to be with, but he ended up
going with another Elder to an appointment, so he thought I had stayed
behind. And everyone else there that thought about where I was would
have thought I was at the appointment. But I was having an emotional
breakdown in the carpeted nursery.
And
so President Herrera finishes his last interview and is calling my
companion who left to the appointment to get a hold of the assistant who
had gone with him to say they were waiting on him to eat dinner I knew
that within minutes I´d have to leave and have everyone see what I
looked like, (a mess) and I was being bombarded by the enemy as well so
that I was feeling like I would be sent home dishonorably for not being
with my companion (because that´s usually the reason that happens) and
so I was getting worse and worse instead of getting better.
Then
I hear them show up and Elder Johnson (who´s an older couple
missionary) asked, "Well where´s Elder Fincher?" And so I knew my hour
had come and I opened the nursery door and waved my hand like a little
kid would on the floor, someone noticed and Hermana Herrera came over
and saw me, then President Herrera entered the room and asked how I was
and if he could talk to me. He found out what was up with me and all,
said a couple words that were comforting and then he did something
amazing for me in the moment, he asked if I wanted a blessing of
comfort. I said that would be amazing. That´s where the real blessing
came in at that moment, or the miracle I should say, because there were
other blessings, Elder Johnson being aware that I wasn´t there, the
kindness of everyone and others, but in the blessing that my mission
president gave me I was blessed by the Lord, he was only the conduit for
the Savior Jesus Christ to be able to bless me. From the moment in the
blessing where I was told to be comforted I was. And I only got better.
President Herrera then took me with them to eat dinner, and that´s
always special. But the miracle there is that within 30 seconds I was
able to feel good, that which for more or less an hour and a half had
not occurred.
I
know that the power of the Priesthood is real and that He who blesses
us thereby is our Lord and Healer Jesus Christ, and so remember,
whenever you need help, you can always count on the Lord, and on His
ordained servants. <end Answer>
The rest of the week was pretty
good, we did service for our branch president on Wednesday and we got
the goal again of 7 new investigators this week!
My
spirits are tired. To be honest I feel like I realized yesterday that I
won´t be having anymore baptisms in the mission other than maybe one.
And so I'm kind of discouraged knowing that, but I'm going to do my best
to go on and finish the mission great how the Lord would like.
But
nonetheless, I love the Lord, and I always do my best or at least try
to do my best when I can´t quite get my very best out of me. But I know
that we can all do good and help others, we can be blessings in the
lives of others and act as Christ would were He here.
Other/summery
of cool things that happened to me this week: I ate 100% pure cocoa,
(bitter) I swung on a vine like Tarzan, (a childhood fantasy, i.e. never
was going to actually occur, did it!) I directed a song in the choir for
district conference, I went to another really cool waterfall, I
completed 2 years in the mission, I beat Elder Carlson in a staring
contest and other good things. I also taught the noche de hogar with the
jovenes in the branch and talked about how we need to have a battle
plan in place to thwart the adversary´s plan to beat us.
Be good, love God by loving His children and keeping His commandments and just be the best that you can!
--
Hurrah for Israel!
~Elder Fincher